The Poetry of 9 Degrees Aquarius

                                         August 1, 2023

I was asked to write about the recent Super Moon that took place on August 1st for a spiritual group I am part of. I intuitively reached for Lynda Hill's 360 Degrees of Wisdom.

The symbol for this degree is A Flag is seen turning into an Eagle. "The flag represents a nation's spirit and the eagle is the physical manifestation of that spirit. As the flag turns into an eagle, the feeling of spirit is transformed into a physical expression of that ideal."

This Moon also has beautiful influences from beneficent, generous and expansive Jupiter. Blessings abound as the tempo of life picks up and opportunities present themselves for bringing your higher ideals into manifestation. Take them and ride this joyful wave into greater self expression of your unique gifts.

Pluto continues to square the North Node, our collective destiny and direction. There are tangible undercurrents of violence throughout the world and exposure (Pluto) of any corruption at the highest levels of government and corporations.

A couple of days after sharing these insights with my group I realized the perfection of Jack Smith announcing the indictment of Donald Trump on the day of this Super Full Moon at 9 degrees Aquarius for his criminal attempts to overthrow the bedrock ideals of our democracy: free and fair elections and the peaceful transfer of power.

I see Jack Smith as the Eagle bringing our highest ideals to bear in confronting the biggest threat to the rule of law that our nation has ever been challenged with. 

We are in for some very rocky times ahead but I have great hope that in the end the American people choose democracy over autocracy and that we will rise up on eagle's wings. Blessings to all who love freedom and understand that we must protect it now at this crucial crossroads. 

 

Astrology Wholeness

As within, so without...

Astrology is a universal language and by definition symbolic. Planetary symbolism can describe our lives in a way that illuminates and informs our deepest experiences, our lightest moments and everything in between.

The value of astrology is self knowledge. When we know ourselves we are more aware of the unique opportunities that life presents to us, as well as the pitfalls to be circumvented. Self knowledge is power.

This awareness can bring healing to the wounds of the past and light the way forward into our present - future where the power of choice resides and new life can be created, free of the limitations of unconscious patterns.

Being a Certified Practicing Astrologer and a professional musician allows me to experience both the beauty of Earth's music and the celestial music of the spheres! And as a song writer, I find astrology to be rich with visual imagery and intuitive poetry.

As intellect and analysis are stimulated with the myriad pieces of information in a natal chart,  intuitive insights begin to yield the mystical whole that is far greater than the sum of its parts.

I feel honored when I am asked to read a natal chart. The holographic picture of the Solar System at the moment of a soul's birth into physical embodiment is a Divine Blueprint, and I hold its' Sacred mysteries with deep reverence. 

The Prison of Body Hatred

 Transformation begins with acceptance. Criticism is resistance, the opposite of acceptance, and whatever we criticize stays stuck. This includes an overweight body. Herein lies the paradox. We think that in order to motivate ourselves we must goad and criticize ourselves. But when we act from this place of self judgment, it may work for a little while but then sooner or later we regain the weight we lost and the cycle repeats itself, over and over again.

So how do we love and accept this 'not where we want it to be', less than perfect body? How do we love what is while taking the actions we need to lose weight?

Love relaxes, love heals, love dissolves and diffuses the strongest resistances, the loudest criticisms and the nastiest self judgments. To make that leap from criticism to love requires strong intervention!  The obnoxious voices in our heads will continue unabated if they remain unobserved and unchallenged.

We must refute this false inner critic with unassailable TRUTH. We are each a beautiful and magnificent creation and a miracle of love. Our lives as well as our bodies are in a state of constant flux. When strong love intervenes in any moment, life must change, always for the better.  Hardness yields to softness and expansion.

We are deserving of every good thing that this universe has for us! We can have a life that is better than we can imagine and a body that can relax and breathe in heart-filled, self acceptance.

Every day, look in the mirror and tell yourself "I love you _____, just the way you are." Or if that is too uncomfortable, tap lightly on your heart and repeat the phrase over and over until you feel the shift. Repeat often throughout the day and watch everything change for the better.

Namaste dear one!

Life is Messy

Carl Jung said "I would rather be whole than good." This simple statement is so profound!

Every time we get on the other side of a challenge another "opportunity for growth" pops up. Resistance is always our first and defensive response. We want things to be black and white and tidy but instead get served myriad shades of continuous gray. We wish for "enlightenment". We think there is some kind of perfection to be achieved.

But all manifestation bears LOVE'S signature, no matter how frightening or awful its' appearance. Everything serves LOVE'S ultimate purpose. I trust LOVE and know that wisdom blooms with compassion.

In my desire for wholeness instead of goodness, I relax my expectations of myself and others. I work with my resistance to "what is". Instead, I intend to embrace reality with awareness. From the vantage point of my heart, everything begins to look like LOVE. May my heart keep expanding to include it all, without judgment of self or others!

EARTH DAY 2015

Today is Earth Day! I appreciate this amazing planet! I am thankful for my body which is made from and sustained by Her! Take a moment....appreciate your body too! I am grateful for the stunning beauty She displays through myriad living beings, both animate and inanimate, and that I am able to perceive this wondrous array of whirling sacred energy! WOW!

 I also wanted to share a small way we can give back to Her. Today or any day, pick up a piece of trash and send a blessing to the hands that tossed it out. Believe me, you will feel blessed! Together we can beautify and uplift this miracle we call Planet Earth.

Ebb and Flow

Some days I am stagnant. Instead of bubbling over in cascading inspiration, the fountain merely trickles. The waters muddled, murky and still.

Inertia folding in on itself, stifling the tiniest call to action.

 I sigh and light a candle. 

I cloak myself in your Light.

Cracking my shell and peeking out into the light, my legs again wobbly and untested and my wings glued to my body.

I open again to cycles of death and rebirth in vulnerable multitudinous moments.

Courage to be born again and again and again...

"If we gain something, it was there from the beginning..."

"If we gain something, it was there from the beginning. If we lose anything, it is hidden nearby." ~ Ryokan

This quote encourages me to feel the truth of my wholeness. When we appear to be gaining "something", what we are truly gaining is awareness. Intention to be aware of the blessings that are already here could turn my days into a treasure hunt for all the good that I am not noticing.

I find it comforting to ponder that what we feel we have lost is not truly lost but only hidden from our awareness. If I react to a momentary estrangement from my partner, I will not notice the underlying love that informs our relationship. It has not disappeared, but only receded into the background. Focusing on the feeling of loss only ensures that it will continue.

When I savor this quote, I want to be at peace in this moment, trusting in all that appears to be and all that appears not to be. I let go of the struggle to get something, go somewhere or forcefully resist what is appearing. I take a deep breath and know that when I cannot feel the love or see the beauty, it's just hidden from view. That awareness is all I need to feel its Presence. 

Affirmations...1 minute read

Louise Hay says that when you first begin using positive affirmations, they rarely feel true and mostly feel awkward and uncomfortable. This is exactly why we need them in the first place! The metaphor of a garden is fitting: we begin by planting a seed and we know we have to water and nurture that seed repeatedly for it to grow into a beautiful plant. We don't run out into the garden to dig up the seed to see if it's growing yet....we trust that it is. And so it is with our positive affirmations. We stay committed to the process and have faith that it will bear fruit. As you transform your negative beliefs through this process, miracles can and do happen!

Begin with a small goal of 2 verbal and/or written repetitions of one affirmation. That's it! There is a good chance that you will be inspired to do more but it's OK if you don't. What's important is to just stick with your daily 2 repetitions.

The body can't be truly healthy without a healthy mind. A healthy mind brings the happiness that makes our body cells smile with joy!

My Core Values

1. Spiritual Connection ~ I value being Divinely Guided. I create time every day to nurture and strengthen this connection.

2. Loving Kindness ~ I value verbally expressing and acting on the highest love in my heart.

3. Courage ~ I value fearlessly acting on my Inner Guidance.

4. Inspired Creativity ~ I value Infinite Divine Possibility and Unlimited Creative Expression in all things.

5. Emotional Honesty ~ I value self awareness and non judgment of what is so.

Reviewing my Life Purpose and Core Values on a daily basis is inspiring me and providing a daily self evaluation process. I read these statements in the morning to remind me of what brings joy into my life. And when I review my day at night, I have a yardstick by which to analyze how I measured up to my chosen ideals.

One of my responsibilities is taking my 3 year old grandson to day care, after my daughter drops him off. I give him breakfast and make his lunch. Yesterday morning, I was feeling tired and impatience flared when his natural curiosity manifested as a new question every other minute! :-)

That evening, I recalled this as I was journaling about my day. Feeling that I had not lived up to my Core Value of Loving Kindness, I determined that I would be mindfully aware with him the next day, no matter how I felt. We had a wonderful time together, despite my feeling tired again, and this experience paved the way for a joyful day.

Being mindful of my Core Values and Life Purpose sets my sails to catch the best winds and determines the quality of  my whole life. I am choosing where I want to go and how I will get there. I am living with intention. I have a vision!

Finding strength to live from my core values ~

Joan

Losing Weight with Self Compassion

I want to talk about the effects of negative self talk: the voice that criticizes and judges our bodies and eating habits. This inner critic makes us feel unworthy and undeserving of happiness until we achieve our weight loss goals. This is the voice that makes us feel awful when we look at ourselves in the mirror and piles it on after we over-eat!

This destructive inner dialog has played a major role in keeping us stuck in our unhealthy relationships with food and our bodies. When we eat too much, or eat a “forbidden” food, we add an additional layer of shame to our predicament. And then the shame itself, not the overeating, drives us to over-eat again!

We can begin to interrupt this negative pattern by being willing to accept ourselves as we are right now! This feels like a paradox! How can we achieve our weight loss goals if we feel OK as we are? Don’t we need to criticize ourselves and make ourselves bad, wrong and not enough in order to succeed? The simple answer is an emphatic “NO”!

The unhealthy habits we have engaged in are an attempt to take care of ourselves! We are not bad or weak willed for succumbing to these powerful urges!  The flood of feel good brain chemicals, provide immediate relief for low blood sugar, physical pain, fatigue and emotional stress. But because this is a temporary fix, we need to repeat the cycle, fueling a downward spiral. The pain of being stuck in these destructive habits can motivate us to devise and practice new strategies to soothe ourselves physically or emotionally without food! This takes self awareness and the willingness to do things differently.

 The food industry wants and needs us to buy their toxic, chemical laden food.  It has devised myriad ways to tempt us and get us addicted to a lethal brew of fat, sugar and salt. This is not our fault!

We are innocent and doing the best we can, given the awareness, understanding and knowledge we have gleaned. This is what creates a foundation for healing these unhealthy habits. And the point of power is always in the present moment! So let us forgive ourselves right now as we learn new ways to soothe ourselves without food.

  God’s love for us is not conditional on losing x amount of pounds, yet we feel we need to make constant withdrawals from our own bank of healthy, self acceptance and self esteem. Ironically, the more we criticize ourselves, the harder it is to lose weight.

 Becoming aware that we are judging ourselves is the first step in changing these well worn, neurological grooves in our brains. Forging new, healthy pathways of self kindness and compassion takes practice. Establishing these positive mental habits will encourage us to eat only when we are hungry and stop eating when we are full. We can learn to listen to our bodies and trust what they tell us.  We deserve to talk to ourselves lovingly, no matter what our shape or size!

The next time you look at yourself in the mirror, look deeply into your eyes and say: “I am willing to love and accept you the way God loves you, (or your choice of Higher Power) exactly as you are.” This new practice is sure to feel awkward at first, but if you stay with it, you will not only support a sustainable, healthy weight loss, but also positively impact every area of your life!

"Praise love for this moment, in its perfection." ~ Isha Judd

Praise Love for this moment in perfection...

This is the first of four facets in the Isha Judd system from the book Why Walk When You Can fly?, Soar Beyond Your Fears and Love Yourself and Others Unconditionally.

Feeling into this thought and placing it deep in my heart is having a transformational impact on my life. It has the power to awaken me to the present moment, pulling me out of the web of my intellect, seeing the world through new eyes.

 Sometimes I don't feel anything, other times what I feel is profound.

Today I fell into a magical few moments, when a dark feeling, loosened its tentacles in the light of this first facet. Instead of feeling strangled by self judgment, I knew/felt that everything in this world had its perfect place, including my fearful thoughts and feelings. No longer in resistance to what was, I relaxed, and what seemed so painful, softened into love....yes, everything really is perfect...

 I am practicing loving all of me, even the dark parts that I hide from the world. Allowing vulnerability and accepting all of my humanness brings me peace, and helps me sleep better at night!

Could it be that simple? Sometimes, yes....

Loving all of us, every part...

Joan

"It's just a thought and a thought can be changed." ~ Louise Hay

The above statement sounds simple and easy to do.

But having enough self awareness to realize that we are having a thought and feeling a certain way because of that thought, is a big accomplishment! Why is this so? Because we are so identified with our thoughts that we believe that that's who we are! The constant companionship of our mental chatter gives a false sense of security too.

Learning how to meditate is a time tested way to realize that we can detach from our thoughts and take the role of the Witness. If we practice enough, we don't need to close our eyes and focus to have this awareness. As we go about our daily activities we get better and better at realizing the link between the thoughts we are having and the way we are feeling. We know we can gently release the worm that is burrowing into our well being.

It is a great awakening to realize that we can consciously detach from a negative thought and  replace it with a positive one! We will feel better immediately! Transitioning from being a victim of our negative thinking to realizing the Divine Power we have all been given to consciously create our lives, is the journey we all signed up for.

So what is rumbling around in your mind at this moment? How do these thoughts make you feel? See if you can register the feeling as a physical sensation. Know now that you can let these thoughts go...they are not what determines your reality! You are much bigger than your mind! Allow those thoughts to be replaced by the loving, joyful and compassionate ones that are always whispering to you from the depths of your beautiful heart.

Peace.

Joan